your. SMILE(:

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And wtf is wrong with me.
Because, to love is a tiring thing. And i don't want to go through the whole painful process again. So even if i ever want to start a relationship, i need to think. Cuz i need to be sure that it will be a steady guy who knows me. Hahhhhhhhhh, like real i will think. I listen to my heart more than my brain. Which sucks. And all the waiting is tiring. I really really reallllllllly need to sit down, and just wait for the special someone out there to come to me. I dont feel like doing anything, not just yet. I much rather to be single and wait, then to be with someone who doesnt give me the security i need.
But then again, i don't know. Haha shit. I'm going insane. I am like so pessimistic, and yet now i don't really feel that bad. Wah must be the night that's doing me in. Better sleep soon, or else my imagination will just go wild all over again. Boooooo.